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that we can think of light as gross also because, light is matter. Everybody knows it. That is why He says light without luminosity. He says even if you strain yourself to see the light, and say you have seen the light, “I don’t bother about it”. He ignores it. He asks you to ignore it. He has written very clearly. Some of the abhyasis may see light in the beginning but they should not bother about it, whereas in other systems seeing the light is a very great phenomena and a very great achievement. We are not interested in it. Whether it is great or small we are not concerned. Rev. Babuji says do not bother about it. Please do not bother about it. Great or small that is not our concern. Because that is not our Goal. Now what else does He say? He says in the heart. Where the heart beats, and why does He say so? Because it is the meeting point of the activity and inactivity. What is the goal that we are seeking. We are seeking a goal where we are going to totally merge in the Ultimate and where we are not going to feel our independent existence. That means, we are going to end our activity and we are going to allow the Divine activity.
So this complex of our activity and His activity is the real problem of life. Our activity or the activity of our
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