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BALANCED EXISTENCE AND STAGES OF PROGRESS
is toughest to get rid off except for those who are blessed. We entirely depend for this progress for the Grace of the Divine. The Divine shall grace you, it will bless you, it will take you not where you shed tears when the cry is there, the restlessness is there to reach him. There should be a continuous knock at the door of the God. One can’t take rest in this journey. One has retain the awareness of the Divine, whether we do it at home, we do it at office or business which is possible only when you are in total surrender. So it is the surrender that goes on developing in its dimensions in the intensity. Dimensions of intensity are what I would like to call it. It is an intensity. The idea is the same. The experience is different. Everyone has the experience in their own individual way. Similarly the lower self, the pinda self enjoys surrender from your angle. Here at this stage everything is lost. There is no awareness of it, no awareness that there is a mother also. I really don’t know whether there is anybody. One develops absolute Dependence on him.
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