Page 188 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 2

BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM – VOL 2
In the state of consciousness that may be called as Void, we find there are no binds for us in any manner and we also feel that there is a spiritual awakening and a compulsion that get generated in us due to the death of Ego or I ness. When the relentless will of the separate Ego yields to the Divine which is felt as an imperative impulse to evolve in our consciousness we find meaning for our being. This impulse has always been there and was clouded all this time as we were engrossed in our Egos agenda. Due to the influx of the will of the divine as Pranahuti we become alive to the greater call and develop an attitude of renunciation which is the real vairagya. This is not renunciation of the Egos agenda due to failures or dejections but a conscious decision to efface the Ego and live for the Divine, by the Divine and in the Divine.
Renunciation from all attachments that our Ego has developed in the course of its creation of its own universe, is in no way connected to the various modes or orders of social life but a condition of
consciousness in which it realises its spiritual 186