Page 213 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 2

CLARIFICATIONS
cannot get up inspite of my best efforts I cannot even drag myself and after sufficient turmoil I come back to senses and then feel OH! I am in meditation.
A) The idea of reappointment etc., are all connected to attachment to money and your psyche is informing you of the attachment you have for the same inspite of its repeated efforts to pull out.
Q) During morning meditation I had a dream like state where I was by the side of a river and it will be in spate and I will be watching it.
A) Attachment to the sensuous - note that water means emotional attachment as I have explained in Path of Grace.
Q) During the meditations sometimes involuntarily bedtime prayer repentance comes to mind and I really repent for having come away from Him and sometimes the repentance will be so deep that I shall weep for some time.
211