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CLARIFICATIONS
time it lapses into a state of absorbency. Then again the cycle starts. This phase in meditation is passed over as we advance in meditation where we get thoughts in the beginning and then there is continuous state of absorbency.
Q) Divine thought was present all the time during meditation.
A) Even so this condition will not be something that would last; we go through states of laya many times in our march to Infinity.
Q) On one particular day felt gross after meditation due to disturbing thoughts related to office work.
A) You felt the effects of the thoughts as disturbing during meditation. But to say that you felt gross is not correct. The weight of the thoughts continued because of excessive attachment to work related problems. These thoughts do not form usually samskaras and cannot be considered anything other
than mala of a kind. Do not worry; these are 215