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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM – VOL 2
Understanding the Prayer of the system from all the levels of various kosas perhaps enables develop this attitude.
Helplessness precedes the state of surrender. In fact it is the establishment of the helplessness, deep in our heart which is the main sadhana. Ego being what it is feelings of confidence arising out of competence or awareness of competence arise. Allow your self some time through contemplation to sink these ideas/feelings in the heart, That is what I call owning up the condition, You will agree many of the feelings listed by you cannot be totally owned up that quickly. That is the reason why we get the same feelings often. Once something is owned it never recurs and that is the way to evaluate our condition.
Clarifications of Surrender
Q) I seek your help and blessings to become deserving and worthy of His grace.
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