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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM – VOL 2
2. That such a condition should be something that is recognized by others? Do you not think that it is just ego of some sort that is demanding this? Who are others to recognize our work? It is Master alone we serve and not all sundry in the street. (Ego).
3. Feel suitably elated about that condition (Ego?) and enjoy the glow of satisfaction (Anubhava virodhatva). All these are no states anywhere near Fana. Your statement that when Ego is pressed down in one sphere it merely buoys up in another area is surprising from a person who has done sadhana for quite some time. We are taken by the Great Master to the higher realms almost in Airplane. You seem to be demanding the awareness of walking the distance from Chennai to Shahjahanpur while in fact you were pushed through.
4. At any rate unless Viveka and Vairagya are developed to the required extent, the understanding does not become possible, though you may have knowledge about such things.
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