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REVERED LALAJI MAHARAJ – THE ADVENT
structuring our Master. The task that he has taken is an interesting task from one angle and from another angle it is something unimaginable. Nobody dare to take such a task. Because we know what type of people we are. How much bound we are, we know. How much of a slave we are, we know. How much creatures of comfort we are, we know. From this to think about creating a person who will have no such bondage is an unimaginable objective so far as I am concerned. If we were to have such an idea at any point of time, we need not fulfill that. Even to entertain the thought, I do not think I have the courage.
The more we try to see our self we become aware of how many difficulties we pass through in the whole process of negation i.e. self negation. Self negation means literally negation of our wishes, our desires, our drives and negation is not a mathematical or philosophical concept for us. We are trying to negate ourselves. What we are not trying to negate is the inner Divine spirit behind. We are only trying to negate what we have added to our selves. Consistently and very persistently we have
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