Page 211 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 4

PLAY DIVINE
We have the same phenomena in the nature of meditation that we have. If at that time we seek assistance of the trainer to push out of the situation of being bored with repetitive quality of meditation a push by him/her would lift us to higher condition. But before that the attachment to the condition should go and also the willingness to take assistance from the qualified person should be there. It should be clear to us that the having or not having of any experience in any realm of being has nothing to do with who we are truly. We are the being in whom these experiences are arising. This much is obvious to many seekers. However what is not appreciated is that ̳the experience of identity itself‖ is one such experience when we are in the lowest plane of consciousness that works in the body. Identity, or ego, is nothing more than thought - so it is as ephemeral as thought, and constantly changing. There is no way to ever make it secure.
Ego is like the performer in the magic show. The thought is what the performer is doing, and the one in the audience watching is either impressed or
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