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ON SILENCE AND IMPERIENCE
can't lose. What remains in the moment of no-mind during meditations is the question and is it is answered by Silence as Silence. One who delves deep into the Ocean of Silence understands that in the Court of the Divine questions have no place! Call it, if the mind still itches, Total Ignorance.
Being then continues in Love of what and who is not all that clear. It is my experience that Love is something that says ̳No‘ on some occasions. When we do not get what we desire in meditation we should not think Master denied us the same. He only said No for the present. It does not mean we will never get that but only right now it is not a desirable thing for us. I once asked Master why not grant me the Ultimate realisation then and there itself and it was way back in early 1960s. He said he can but will not as I may not appreciate it and there is a time for everything. I understood the value of that sentence much later when I exhausted all other experiences.
Truth per se is not all that interesting: it has no charm, no excitement and no emotion. It is all dry
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