Page 39 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 4

LIGHT ON MEDITATION
present, we find no boundary between us and the Silence! Nor does it have a beginning or end.
It would be illuminating for those who have not tried so far, if they attempt to examine whether the thought of ―I ness‖ is present during the moments when we feel totally merged in the Void. It is my experience that the Ego or ―I ness ―is totally absent and there is only simple awareness during that period. When I came out of such absorbed condition I was only having a feeling of flow towards the Atma charka very steady and smooth and no other idea than that of totally being with the Master was present. The true nature of consciousness as an awareness of dependency is a matter of experience in PAM and the question of whether the ―consciousness‖ or ―dependency‖ is the first condition gets answered deep in the core of heart as an inseparable unity.
What I have presented may appear to be very difficult to comprehend by some, but that is either due to their not having the states of absorbency (which is itself not rare under PAM) or not trying to
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