Page 98 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 4

BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM – VOL 4
The reason why some other persons seek to try out PAM is perhaps due to their feeling that they are not getting the expected result in the path (as compared to the belief in a person) they followed so far amounting to almost disbelieve that system of practice. And in some cases since the disillusionment is not total they would like to ride two horses and end up in the middle. Another reason is, their ̳ego‘ does not permit to accept a posture of one having been led to disillusionment and face reality. The preconceived notions of the real nature of Reality in which they believed though were proved wrong and they are in a way convinced has not led them anywhere in the path of spirituality and they tend to accept at least tentatively the profound concepts of PAM, the ̳ego‘ and ̳its knowledge so assiduously acquired through earlier methods of practice‘ does not yield to its shrinkage.
Thus the war of thoughts therefore continues most of the time in their mind during sadhana even when what they think they are trying the system. The effect of Pranahuti many times leaves them in a
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