Page 111 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6

Suffering is the root and results are flowers
• I enjoyed divine company more in trouble period rather than in happy moments
• For me suffering is clearing off a loan and happiness/enjoyment is borrowing a loan.. here I do not mean that everyone should pray for troubles, which is unfair.
• Despite all the above, HE has given virtually everything whatever I wanted, though, I feel there is some delay in some cases.
• NO REGRETS IN LIFE. I AM BLESSED. MY ONLY PRAYER IS THAT HE SHOULD PROTECT ME FROM NOT FALLING FROM THIS SLIPPERY PATH. (Here, I do not have any doubts either in the system or in myself but only an apprehension)
Finally I quote, Rev. KCV’s saying from Imperience Beckons-
HE LOVES US SO MUCH THAT EVERY OPPORTUNITY IS PROVIDED FOR US TO GROW. WHEN WE ASK FOR STRENGTH, HE PROVIDES US DIFFICULTIES TO MAKE US STRONG; WHEN WE ASK FOR PROSPERITY, HE GIVES US THE BRAIN AND BRAWN TO WORK; WHEN WE ASK FOR COURAGE, HE CAUSES DANGER TO OVERCOME; WHEN WE ASK FOR LOVE, HE SENDS US TROUBLED PEOPLE TO HELP; WHEN WE ASK FOR WISDOM, HE GIVES PROBLEMS TO SOLVE. THE W A Y OF INSTRUCTION OF THE LORD IS DIFFICUL T TO UNDERST AND BUT WHEN WE UNDERSTAND THE JOY OF AWARENESS OF HIS LOVE HAS NO BOUNDS.
For the above saying, I am the witness in its totality.
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