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Love is the Inner awakening to Reality
possible that actually Master awakens us and who himself does all the loving rather than the other way especially in the light of His statement “Real love develops in purer mind having its nature divine.” We are yet but slaves of wishes and do not consider our mind purer, yet. To truly love Master I need to go up to that stage and is no small matter. Perhaps I partake and have awareness of His love every now and then but mistakenly think that I really love Him.
The Reality I felt several times is the reality of the experience of calmness, reality of underlying simplicity and lightness, reality of pranahuti and a feeling of slow transformation. The only God and Power I can ascribe for these is Master.
In the similar vein to what our brother rev. K.C. Narayana said, I might say that only through the repeated awareness of His love to us can we love Him. We should also additionally be thankful to all our brothers and sisters who through their daily 9pm prayers constantly help facilitate love towards Master.
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