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Demolition of the past is a chapter in the Natural Path
patience. We will be impatient to better ourselves. Our impatience must be converted to restlessness to reach the goal.
For our progress restlessness is a must. We should be always restless to reach the Goal. Since the concept of Goal is dynamic this restlessness must be forever. For this reason our guide always tries to keep us restless.
When we have understood that we have a long past and we have to undergo our past samskaras then following commandments 5 and 7 becomes possible to a certain extent. Why I say to a certain extent is that our ego is such it does not so easily accept our own mistakes but it easily finds faults with others. To follow 7th commandment we should remember our mistakes so that we can accept others mistakes without much resistance.
When we get to know more about ourselves we become more humble. In my opinion bedtime prayer becomes sincere when we know our lowliness and His greatness.
The continuous help of the master is the most unique feature of PAM. The work of the master is “To clean the Chakras and carry on the yatra of the aspirant to the Ultimate is the responsibility of the real spiritual trainer. (BP Vol1 Page 76)”
This does not mean that we do not have to do anything and he will do everything. It is our responsibility to own up the conditions given by the master. If we do not own up the conditions given to us then master’s hard work gets wasted.
Till recently my feeling was that it is enough if I do the meditational practices seriously and be in the thought of the master and it is not necessary to do yatra on our own. But after started doing yatra as per Rev.Sir’s
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