Page 582 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6

Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6
otherwise this is rather time consuming with our resourcefulnesss.
Also, it is not by our greatness but by the Grace of Master one can experience this shift in thought of conceiving Him from some form to that of consciousness which is of infinite in character. It is the efficacy of integrative-ness of the methods given by the great Master which do not allow us to stagnate at any point of time by the influx of Pranahuti imparted by the trainer. We should not confuse ourselves it to be our capacity.
Every method suggested by the Master is dynamic and purpose oriented. It is by regular practice coupled with repeated influxes Pranahuti during sittings and by attending satsangs is enabling me gradually understand the spirit of the methods. Every aspect of the sadhana looks wondrous.
While offering prayer we express our incapacity to realize Him as our goal and seek His help to get to that stage. We feel helpless and seek His help. It is only when we realize our incapacity we seek the help. If we feel that we can do by ourselves we tend to fail miserably. Similarly, the object of meditation given by the Master which is divine light without luminosity is what we fail to grasp or perceive by our senses. Here by implication he is suggesting and hinting us that by yielding and submission and adopting a waiting attitude only we can experience Him. By properly meditating, we feel our heart is not getting restricted but becomes free from our conception of Divinity.
As we keep on doing meditation we also learn to ignore the thoughts during meditation, as advised by our beloved Master, by which we are experiencing lot of freedom from thought botheration. We feel liberated from those thought fixations and their networks.
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