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person gets initiated. You must get into that state of vyamoha. Once nychyaanusandana and vyamohamu get crossed, then we will accept whatever he says. When bhagavadvyamohamu becomes my manopravritti, then bhagavan accepts me, that is the parabhakti. Its a state of initiation.
Though the awareness of the goal is there, there is no contact with the goal at all. People can delude themselves that they have got the contact from first day, there is nothing wrong. Nothing prevents his world. You have got contact only to the guru, guru bhakti must start. The person who is training you, has to be given the proper place, in your heart, then that becomes the bhakti. The gurunishta spoke of earlier matures itself into a state of parabhakti. At that time, the guru also says I am prepared to accept you, that is the state of initiation and the atmanivedanam that we have talked about, has to happen first to the guru, then it becomes one of doing it for the Divine because the Guru has already offered his atma to Him, you also along with him offer. The purusha sukta which talked about the purusha medha actually, where the God himself comes out as many, ekoham
bahushyam, as Babuji puts it, happens at the stage of 156
































































































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