Page 340 - Meditation – Pujya SriRamchandraji Maharaj

But we do not grasp that unknown status of ours and miss the message. It is this that I have been pleading for when I was asking the aspirants to own up the conditions had during meditation. Why is it that after experiencing the state of Void or Null during the meditation, we still keep an attitude of love toward God or Master? Why does not the duality get dissolved? The obvious answer is that 'I- consciousness' persists. It disappears in the state of Samadhi or Void that we no doubt have, but it comes back. The 'I' never disappears on its own. It is the love for the Master or God that keeps us anchored in our path. However the goal does not require to be changed and our aim is to have oneness with God and not just love for God. I have many times wondered as to what the aspirants think of having complete oneness with God. How many would bargain to become Unknown. How many as Scott said would go down to the vile dust, from whence we sprung, unwept, unhonoured and unsung? But only when we own that type of experience which comes and goes, do we really imperience the Divine. The call is there, the experience is there and yet it is our unpreparedness to lose our identity and
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