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Role of Master
admitted even sheep in my Satsangh for courtesy's sake‖. This was his experience. Remembering this, no complaint against anybody remains. It appears that it is my fault alone. But then, everyone has to be looked after. I thought of methods. It is a matter of gratification to me to think of receiving some light, or of receiving it in future, which at least is better than nothing. Some work or other at least would have been done. Anyway, our intention is right. You can imagine the conditions of my heart by the following instance. Yesterday, when I was returning from the office I saw that a monkey was lying on the roadside breathing its last due to some injury. I was moved very much. I could do nothing. I stood there for a minute and transmitted so that its condition may become better in future. I did not like to do more than this.
Again and again the thought comes to me that I had written the last letter very strongly. But I was compelled to do so. I thought that if there was no hardness in the tongue there was the hardness in the pen, because it has got steel and wood also.
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