Page 119 - Three Truths and Trillion Doubts

BED TIME PRAYER
1. I did not do this. I did not spend any time to think about this mistake and its correction. I will spend much more time in Bed Time Prayer.
Prayer ensures that we have a stable connection with the Master. It enables us to develop humility. That is the first sign of development of devotion. Please NEVER forget to offer prayer before going to bed.
2. I feel my bedtime prayer is not effective, as I am not getting that helpless attitude. Is it because my surrender is not complete?
'Pray that you pray and continue to pray so that prayer may continue' is my reply. It is good to feel helplessness- do not try to find why you are helpless- you will lose the game.
3. I am getting a feeling in my bedtime prayer that I am volunteering for Master's service. I think I am saying "Master, Please use this servant in anyway useful"
The bedtime prayer should lead us to a state of submissiveness to the Master. It may not be proper 10