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Common Meditational States of Mind Bliss
etc., has not much relevance. No Situation is turmoil unless we make it with our intentional consciousness. The goal of life is balance and it should be happy for us.
2. I noticed that for quite some time now I have a great craving for reading our system books and my interest in reading technical books (so dear to me once upon a time) is totally lost. Sometimes I need to read technical books to keep myself updated or to resolve some issues but there is no interest. Also, the interest in work is fading.
Our system of training talks only of moderation. It is necessary that you should update yourself in your profession and also do the reading of the books relating to sadhana.
3. There were times feelings of words such as “I am doing” occurred in me. It also came as words. Immediately I realize the mistake and feel the mistake and apologize to Master. Master is doing everything. I must orient myself so that, such feelings / words will not come inside me. This type of thought has reduced a lot drastically since coming into the system. But I need to
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