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THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
of delusion. This is the reason for the Master to suggest cleaning of the heart regularly and this is a tedious process. According to Fana (Worthlessness) is the Baqa (laya). What more can I say. Unless laya is achieved to some extent (happily we do get such moments often) Divinity will not be able to get its things done. Any desire to have conscious awareness of the work of the Divine is only an expression of the ego and is therefore bound to fail in the attempt.
Fana
1. Regarding Fana: The development of fana starts the moment we start yielding to the Master. When it is total and perfect there cannot be any awareness of that. This is the condition that is prerequisite for any Divine work. Asking for awareness, (in your language seeking to recognize himself in that state) is out of question and is meaningless. You seem to understand it yet your philosophical knowledge (may I say unreal knowledge) seems to insist on that.
2. That such a condition should be something that is recognized by others? Do you not think that it is just ego of some sort that is demanding this? Who
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