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MISERIES AND AFFLICTIONS Negative Feelings
Negative Feelings
Do not have any negative feelings as the Masters presence can make such doubts true. Beware of such small lapses in thinking.
1. I get often thoughts that something is lacking in practice and I am not doing my Sadhana properly.
You are practicing regularly and as per guidelines and also feel the effect of Pranahuti. That being so what is lacking and why that feeling. We should avoid assiduously negative thoughts.
2. Sometimes I feel that I am falling down and the required orientation is missing and that brings in some guilt feeling. I am not sure why such feeling comes, but after reading books or talking to other abhyasis, that feeling goes away.
It is one thing to feel humble and another miserable. Avoid under all circumstances negative thoughts. Remember the benevolence of the Master when you feel negative.
Comparison
1. I felt that “one has to understand that he is a unique expression of God” and conviction of
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