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VARIOUS ASPECTS OF SPIRITUAL TRAINING
 what the great man in the Brihadayanka Upanishad said.
Babuji says that meditation becomes heavy. At higher stages meditation becomes heavy. It is not possible to be in meditation. Of course he does not elaborate. Because he was addressing people like us and we must be getting scared with these concepts. Whether we will accept it or not. But those of us who meditate, know we don’t like to feel separation between us and it. Meditation means where there is something to be meditated upon. There is an object of meditation. So it pulls us out and we are out of it. When no twoness is experienced then we are out of meditation. And when we try to insist that we should sit in meditation we feel restless and feel like getting up and going. Many of us feel this. Many of the advanced persons must have been feeling this, whether they have expressed this or not I do not know and only their diaries will show that. But this particular feeling I have had many times. But we return again. Because the call of homeland or the call of the beloved is such that we would like to get back. We seem to be seeking some extraneous factor. We seem to be seeking and we are not content with oneness.
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