Page 41 - Three Truths and Trillion Doubts
P. 41
THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
41. On one particular day felt gross after meditation due to disturbing thoughts related to office work.
You felt the effects of the thoughts as disturbing during meditation. But to say that you felt gross is not correct. The weight of the thoughts continued because of excessive attachment to work related problems. These thoughts do not form usually samskaras and cannot be considered anything other than mala of a kind. Do not worry; these are common for sadhakas and we should learn to ignore them.
42. After 1/2 hour I find it difficult to meditate since asan (stable position) becomes unstable.
Try shifting the posture and continue the meditation for the full one hour.
43. Prayed to Master to give more satisfactory results with meditation so that the bliss of life will not come in the way.
We should not ask for anything in meditation. Meditation on the Divine light in the heart is done and we wait on Master. It is for Him to give or not
31
