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That we have feelings of yielding means, there is some resistance. Please find out the thoughts that are hindering such a submission to his will and try to avoid them. The thought of yielding is only a phase, we should move on to the stage where we do not feel the need for yielding and should have a state of mind of submissiveness.
64. I observed deep silence on more occasions. I was more alert during meditations. After meditation felt deep silence for some more time & as I was engaged in activities, that silence was gone slowly. I am trying to maintain such silent condition as long as I can.
You may kindly remember the Master who grants you that silence or peace. As he puts it we should be concerned with the peace maker rather than peace itself.
65. Off late in meditation initially there were day- to-day thoughts (intentional consciousness)
Intentional consciousness would mean literally any and everything or that we take into consideration in our consciousness and are in fact the basic datum for the formation of samskaras. Using this word
requires certain amount of circumspection. Intended
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