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THREE TRUTHS – TRILLION DOUBTS
closeness to other brothers and more oriented to the Master.
Feeling fraternity is one aspect of Satsangh. But the real Satsangh is feeling the presence of the Master during and after that period of time.
12. In Satsanghs on most days I feel relatively free of thoughts and collected. I get some thoughts related to anything I might have been doing the same day but mostly I feel quiet. However on some days I find my whole body aching and from within an almost unwillingness to relent and sit. I want to be able to reach the end of Satsangh quickly, so I could get up and go. I don’t know why I feel so on some days.
The reason is cleaning that is getting effected during satsanghs is of a different nature where we are getting woven into a common fabric of spirituality. This pain and restlessness to get out of the satsangh will be a recurrent phenomenon. But we should try to be in the satsangh so that our wavelength conforms to what the Divine wills.
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