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will.
Yes. Ego will not allow such wisdom to dawn that easily. Practice and see unity then all these problems will dissolve.
6. The fifth commandment was remembered. Probably this is the first time in life that I have faced a misery or pain like this (my ulcers in the throat) and felt I have failed in following his commandment.
The link between your suffering and the miseries referred in the Commandment is difficult to understand. According to tradition it is the abuse of the mouth in the past lives that beget the problems for the mouth. Try to remember Him vocally and praise Him with your mouth and things may become better. Control your food habits and that is what the doctors will advise.