Page 106 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

7th Commandment:
1. Three or four times when I faced with traffic coming in wrong side or recklessly towards me I gave very angry looks towards them. I later told myself that I shouldn't have done that but nevertheless I do it.
In Hyderabad the pedestrians have a worse plight. Some one spits on their face going by bus and the pedestrian is helpless even to shout!
2. An incident happened and I had to undergo some discomfort due to somebody. I suggested my mind not to bother or think bad for that person.
That is a good attitude and it helps us to be happy more than anything else. A happy mind meditates better.
3. This has been the greatest change that I have undergone since I have come under the umbrella of our Rev Master. I am no longer revengeful for the wrongs done by others. As of now, I take them as a part of destiny. Surely and steadily I shall start having a feeling of gratitude towards others who do any wrong to me and I will start accepting these so called wrongs as heavenly gifts.
That is the crux of spirituality and I am happy you are moving in the right direction.
4. Though the Master is so kind, I tend to get angry sometimes which I must improve. This commandment is very special gift from the Master for me.
Kama and Krodha are god given and therefore cannot be nullified totally.
5. I do not feel any resentment for the wrongs done by others. I still feel nervous to meet them and I am not sure why I feel sympathetic towards them (Can this be a sign of ego).
You have the answer.