Page 157 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

simple discipline I do not go to places not connected with my Master. It is necessary that we travel light in our path these types of loads make our movement too slow.
2. Even though wanted to make the Will strong, it is becoming weak in Spirituality. Kindly help me.
There is nothing will in spirituality and will in materiality. Will is will only and it is the capacity of the disciplined mind.
3. I must say that it was one of the rare times where I was not doing a practice, but offering prayer.
Regularity in practice is not to be confused with rigid compliance. Flexibility without losing the core discipline is the way. Your being in Prayer is itself a great and wonderful meditation.
More on Discipline:
1. Your meditations are of expectations rather than just yielding to the Master. Expectancy or anticipation of any condition during meditation is a positive hindrance to derive the maximum benefit. Disciplining the mind is your task and this can be done effectively when the goal is clear before your eyes and you attend to the cleaning procedures strictly.
Orientation
1. From the last month, before starting any meditational practice, I am consciously attempting to orient to your kind self.
Orientation can happen only when there is close intimacy in the thoughts and thought patterns. If you are thinking about this poor and insignificant person to whom you are trying to consciously orient it may not be wisdom. Orientation in consciousness covers essentially the sub conscious and conscious levels. When matured it can be in super consciousness also. If you are consciously in orientation with me and my thoughts many lapses would not have occurred.