Page 178 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
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These are indications of your progress in the Pind desh. After commencing the yatra I think you have moved onto the 2nd knot.
4. Feeling of "otherness" has taken prominence. Sadhana has to be done for others and settling truly in values of sharing, service and sacrifice for others. Aspirational feeling towards this goal.
These are the stabilizing factors in the knots 1 and 2 and that is good.
5. Feelings predominantly on Surrender. This reflected through helplessness to move on my own towards this goal. The prayer felt in this regard. Better acceptance of all situations in life as coming from Him. Feeling absolute need of Being at His feet. Values of empathy, sympathy & compassion being reinforced through practical dealings with few people. Intense charge felt on head on certain days with feeling of coolness in the head. Dryness after few days no feeling of being happy or unhappy In morning meditations, feeling heart as the centre and whole body's periphery charged. Feeling of some power flowing towards heart when thought of Divine light is maintained steady. Reverrence and Love towards Master and feeling to ever remain at His feet.
These are genuine feelings in the travel through 3rd knot and there are glimpses of the fourth knot also. But since your is a summary I am not able to make any other statement. But please note that so long as the ‘other’ is there the stickiness of knot 1 has not left.
6. Here is what I can report from what I felt during the siting: Felt expansion in the chest. This expanded space was as containing the environment. A kind of "external inside" in which things were displayed as pins and needles or electric sensations. It was never ending.
True. I have taken up the work on the Brahmand centres and also was attending to the higher centres 11 and 12 because that is necessary to summarise the conditions in the Pind desh. Ofcourse there will be work in the points after the Para Brahmand. That I have to take up later. Therefore it is natural that there will be feelings of expansion in the chest region and also dynamism in the knots in the pind desh.
7. First thought/Feelings after Meditation: (a) Feeling of reverence towards Master after most of the meditations, (b) Feeling of Vairagya after some



























































































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