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satisfactory.
Experience of jerks is common both during meditation and cleaning processes. If you feel the cleaning process is not effectively done then do as you are advised and not as you think. This type of feeling that something is not perhaps alright is a very peculiar form of ego and doership. Please study the system properly and then put questions.
7. Felt the intensified vibrations all thru my body for the entire duration.
This is Ajapa and when you by the grace of Master move into Brahmand mandal you will have the experience of Anahad.
8. Strong spiritual force is rarely felt. The spiritual force is felt more as a very light and sometimes blissful flux, and rarely as a pressure or an electric vibration.
Feeling of force, power or vibration happens only when there is friction; so when the condition has become natural we donot feel them. Obstruction alone makes the flow felt by us. This is ofcourse a recurrent phenomena in spiritual life.
Absorption
1. During the rest of the week-end, I was in a rather unusual state, it was as if I was in another planet; I was in the world, I did what I needed to do, and at the same time I was not in the world... I don't know if it will be possible for you to understand; to be more precise, I would like to explain that I did the same things than before but a great part of my self was not engaged in what I was doing.
This is what is known as Sahaj Samadhi where we attend to all daily chores and duties in an orderly fashion without much of an attachment to them. But this is only a taste and not the final condition. By the grace of the Master that day will also come.
2. There has been learning over the month that one should "naturally" get absorbed in the heart and no force should be used. It has become so much easier thereafter to stay put at the heart. I am starting to ignore the thoughts, though sometimes by the time I realize, it has consumed some of

























































































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