Page 190 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
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5. In 2006, I got more serious and started writing diary almost regularly except for the Month of March. I attend the Bandaras more regularly now and get inspired by the satsang and the Pranahuti I get. By Master's Grace, my wife also joined our system on 08-Apr-06 and now we share one common and beautiful goal: Complete Oneness with Master!
All this is reward for the efforts you put in and as we all know the divine showers many times more than what we really deserve. When this feeling gets established we learn the language of devotion and surrender.
More on Surrender:
1. Entertaining the very good pieces of history is a part of asrayana virodhi bhava and paratva virodhi bhava which are detrimental to keep one on the path of surrender to one and only one Master.
2. Mistakes every one commits and one learns through mistakes only. It is extremely sensitive on your part to know the problem and also solve it. I am confident that with the ever flowing Masters’ grace thanks to the firm connection we have with the Master through the Masters of the order our lapses get condoned and we are sucked into His embrace. Be confident that the goal is very near and you shall surely reach the same. Always be confident to work for the Master as it is He and He alone that gets things done. He is the doer, enjoyer and knower of everything that happens in the life of one who has surrendered to Him.
Balance
1. Lately it’s been emotional sometimes after cleaning and during prayer.
Any emotion is feeling which is not contained in the heart that is the heart vessel is small for that state. But constant practice the heart vessels capacity increases and then everything becomes balanced.
2. Thoughts during the day: (a) During the day in worldly life, I face so many situations and deal with others. It is HIS grace alone that has changed and moderated me to face the situations in an appropriate manner. (b)
 

























































































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