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of the Master carefully again and again and you will be able to accept this philosophy easily. Do work but do not think it is you who is doing and it is only Masters orders and it is in fact He who is doing. This will enable you to be stable in Parabrahmand to which you have already the necessary access.
5. It occurred to me in my last bout of miseries that I felt like a dirtied cloth in laundry machine. It felt inconvenient and miserable being twisted & cleaned like a cloth but I was reminded of the Master saying that the Master's eyes are upon us. Perhaps the Master was cleaning me of the ideas I had formed.
Master has a lot of other important works than to cleanse us all the time. What you say as Masters statement is placed out of context. You talk of miseries and drift with ease to something related to cleaning and the pain thereof.
More on Sufferings and Miseries:
1. God is always with us and it is we who try to be unmindful of Him or else seek Him elsewhere. Your connection to the Master of the Order is very firm and straight and you should not feel that He is away from you. The problems that we face are only affectionate intimations from the Master and they enable us to think about Him more and more. Please attend to sadhana assiduously and that should be the answer for all questions and apprehensions you have.
2. I am sorry you have had some problems which are generally called afflictions and misery. These occasions in fact really remind us of the goal of life and the importance of Divine in our life.
Emotions
1. When excitements and emotions die in a natural manner then balance in the real sense dawns. Regularity in practice leads to unflinching faith in the Master.
Gloominess and Dejection