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crying earnestly. One night woke with up a startle when a big black dog was coming near.
You may safely ignore these dreams. They are only some sub conscious impressions and they are getting washed out.
22. Early morning around 5:00AM I had two short disconnected dreams one after the other. I was going somewhere and I saw a group of old friends of mine standing under a tree smoking and drinking. On seeing me, they invited and asked me to join them. Suddenly Master's thought comes to my mind and I immediately tell them that I do not need any friends and I leave immediately. After a minute or two, I was watching a sea and suddenly it started to rise extremely high. It was looking extremely fearful. Suddenly a thought that it is swallowing a few small Scandinavian countries in the top of Europe was there. The entire countries were gone inside the water within no time. There was a fear for the power of nature. A feeling of submissiveness and a reverential feeling was there for the Almighty. Both the dreams were of very short durations and ended in a minute or two.
That there was no fear in both the cases indicate your inner strength that is developing and that is one of the developments in knot 1 (Abhaya). You may note this and leave it at that.
23. I had a unique out of body experience. I had just returned from my trip and I felt extremely tired and lying down. I went to deep sleep and suddenly after half an hour regained consciousness. I felt very strange and noticed that I was bloated up and I am able to see everything in the room. Eyes were closed. I tried to move my hands and legs and they were paralyzed. I was not able to feel my body nor control it but I could see everything. A gripped feeling in heart like a knot at the end of a balloon was there. After 10 or 15 seconds I was sucked back into my body and there was a lot of swooshing sound in my ears and wind blowing through my body. This is the third time it is happening. First time it happened in US last year when I had gone for one month and second time it happened in the beginning of this year. I did not report this earlier as I was not sure if these experiences were spiritually significant and I was only having curiosity. When it happened first time, fear was there and I thought some spirit or ghost is trying to enter me. But Master’s thought was immediately there and since I was staying in a trainers house, I felt it was only my imagination and no such thing can come






























































































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