Page 39 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II
P. 39

works and total submission to Master.
We can never get rid off the works and remembrance of the Master and all other methods of sadhana should go hand in hand with works. Efficiency in the discharge of works is the crux of yoga. Such abberations in your thinking needs to be corrected. The outer gets easily ripened but the kernel does that slowly and only then the roots get formed.
20. During individual sitting: (a) Predominant Thought: All is Master’s. Nothing is left in me to surrender. (b) Predominant Feeling: Presence of Rev Sir and feeling of security. Waiting for instructions.
Till the idea of surrender is lost surrender is not complete.When you have left your care to Him what more should be suggested?
21. Nature of predominant thought: Oriented to service towards all brothers and sisters. Peace shall prevail. I represent our Master in physical form to carry out Master’s instructions.
Since all forms and names are illusions it is always He that works and enjoys.
22. Any other significant point / observation: Grey colour with tinge of light blue seen twice.
That is good indication of having the grace of God.
23. Sittings: Feelings of insignificance and lowliness before Him. Feeling His pervasiveness everywhere. Felt cleaning of chit. Aspiration to be in Just & Balanced state.
Do not put yourself in any anticipatory state of mind. Just yield and sit for individual sittings.
24. Thought of master was there for most of the time, thought about the whole universe came to mind, vibrations at the top of the head and behind the head were there for quite some time. Was aware most of the time but for a few minutes I was not aware of the time or space and suddenly I realized I was sitting in front of your kind self. There was a gripped feeling and deep calmness was felt.
























































































   37   38   39   40   41