Page 40 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

Thought of Master is a vague phrase. In what aspect was the thought centred on when known it gives a glimpse of understanding of the condition. Thought of the whole universe is again another phrase with no definite meaning. Please do not waste words. Black out is a common condition even for beginners. Had you but given the info in the proforma you could have been more candid and clear.
25. Individual Sitting: Feeling of dependency on master, He and He is the only goal. Thought of your kind self brought tears to my eyes but it was joyful.
Emotions and feelings have their own value but against the back drop of the Real Goal that we are to arrive it they only show that the vessel of the heart is too small to hold such feelings. In other words it means that the feelings have not become natural. Usually people consider such states of tears etc., as superior and that is a fallacy to which we cling to at the cost of not progressing further in the path.
26. Individual Sitting: Feelings of surrender were there, saw myself falling at the feet of the master. Feelings of love of a mother towards her child, saw a mother bathing her child, a cow licking her calf, the thought at that time was “people know of mothers love, they do not know of master’s love”. Feeling of being in a temple and master being God.
You are still in the realm of matter and form. Formless is the Master and your dreamy states shows only fixation at the lower level of bhakti and not your true status in the higher regions. Try to own up the condition by living in the thought of the omnipervasive Master rather than a Master with a form and name.
27. Individual Sitting: Felt vibrations beyond Sahasrara continuously.
You do not know what Sahasrara is. Therefore using that word is not proper. You may perhaps mention that you felt sensations at the top of the head and beyond too. When we use divine words carelessly the impressions caused can retard our progress due to the disrespect we show to them.
28. Individual Sitting: Started with a feeling of gratitude towards the Divine for having given such a wonderful guide. Calmness was felt later. Towards the end happiness was felt.
Every one has his duty to discharge and I do that and shall you. Working for