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FAITH AND SURRENDER
So once we are aware of these levels of existence for us, we can easily understand at what level Rev. Babuji is functioning. If we yield to Him and then allow Him to work through us, He will be happy and we shall be happy. Because as I told you, the Divinity is Yawning towards us. This is much greater than our leaning on Him. Our leaning is many times very doubtful and we question whether Rev. Babuji will be in a position to support us or not. Whether he will solve our problems or not. Will it not be better to go and do a particular Anjaneya Vratam to get rid of family problem rather than trusting this Babuji. This is our type of leaning, this is our difficulty. Our difficulties are many because our faith is not all that great. Please note, that is why I said people think that they have faith. I do not accept it. Because it was not that easy for me to develop that faith in Him also. I do not think you are in any way superior to me or inferior to me and you must be having the same problem as I had. So please watch yourself. You shall have that absolute faith in Him and the goal clarity if it is there, I don’t think you will ask relief for your stomach ache, if not some other ache. We don’t ask for reliefs. Whatever we are asking, is Him. If the goal clarity is there, if you know the goal is only one and if you have faith that you are going to
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