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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM
None of these cases are similar. Similarly none of our surrenders are similar. Each one of us have surrendered to our Master for our own reasons. But this surrender is not the selfsurrender that we are going to have at the ‘Maha Viswasa’ level. That is entirely different. There you will not even ask Him. You will forget the doubt with which you started. Why you thought of the Master’s feet in the beginning will be totally forgotten when you come to that stage. There it is only how to be His disciple, how to serve Him. Unless ‘Laya’ is there with the Master, you will never start working for Him, because it is His work, to propagate the system. It is His work, not yours. To ‘establish’ an order of ‘Dharma’ is His work, not your work, you are not competent, you are not capable. So such a possibility exists only when certain amount of ‘laya’ starts. That is why acceptance of the Master is the beginning of eligibility for work, otherwise you cannot work for Him. Even to talk about Him, there must be certain amount of ‘laya’ otherwise you won’t talk about Him, you feel hesitant about Him. With Laya you know that He is worth talking about whatever may be the advantage or disadvantage you get out of it. When the Love takes over, when you start Loving the
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