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a few seconds”. He feels the transmission. He sees the universe, he sees everything, he becomes still and he says “Yes! I am convinced about it”. He didn’t see God, but he felt God, you and I have felt God many more times than Vivekananda, but then we don’t have the courage to talk about Him. We have not approached God with that feeling of knowing God because we have our own ‘kripanatva’ of different varieties and we felt God incidentally. He never talked about God incidentally, he never approached Ramakrishna for some relief, he went there to know God, and that makes all the difference.
He questioned him “Can you show me God”. Yes! the same transmission which we are feeling, which was such a rarity then, which has become such a commonality now with the disciples of Sri Ram Chandra, is what made Vivekananda talk. We say, we are working for our Master. If you can see this agony of the Master, I think you will start vibrating along with Him. There is an agony, because what was impossible earlier He is giving everybody now and why is it people are not doing the work as done by somebody else. Why is it that people are not talking about divinity? He doesn’t want us to talk about Him. I want you to talk
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