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CLARIFICATIONS
A) Love is a great word and has many meanings. Love carries with it many times the idea of possessiveness also. Watch out for the shade of feeling which you call Love. Love also demands that we should be prepared to die for the thing/person loved. Try to bring in more appropriate words to express your feelings- dedicated ness, devotion, faith, servitude, service etc.
Q) Felt bit restless after the meditation for not seeing the ultimate.
A) Ultimate condition is something where the ego which turns into individuality and later into identity is lost almost.
More Thoughts on Morning Meditation
A) During meditations we should try our best to be oriented to the Divine Light without Luminosity. This being a demand that mind cannot fulfil, it will try its best to search its stacks to see whether it has some memory which corresponds to that demand. Since
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