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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM – VOL 3
we do. That is where we find the prayer meaningful, ”I am yet but a slave of my wishes”, because artaatrhi, dharmarthi and kamaarthi are only wishes. I seek justifiably or unjustifiably but I seek them. Whether I need it or not but I seek them. I seem to become a slave, you alone can save me. So it is that bhava of dasa as the advaitins state, that alone helps us. The bhavas or nine rasas talked about does not help us.
We experience the divine as santa also, agreed inspite of it these thoughts are there and Babuji says, ”Ignore them”. Why should I ignore? Because I accept Him as my Lord and there is no other reason. Since I have kept myself under His disposal and he is the Master and he says don’t bother about and you don’t bother about it. There is no other ostensible reason for it and that again anchors on the devotion to your Master. How much are you dependent upon Him consciously? How much of it are you dependent on Him unconsciously? Or how much of it only loquacious? Just a talk, you don’t mean it. If you mean what you say then that particular suggestion must work. But
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