Page 143 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 3
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MY FREEDOM
During meditations when we move from the plane of intentional consciousness to that of reflective consciousness, that is, when we start observing our being as it is in itself not as one contemplating or planning or intending to do any thing we find ‘Neither me nor Not-me’ is the condition in which we abide. All that is, is then luminous and evident, inviting to abide in the freedom that is seems to go beyond time. I do understand the limitation of the spoken or written word, yet I try to give a glimpse of what I am or feel myself to be.
I find that I am no where and so to say ‘I find’ is wrong. But there is an intense feeling to be what ‘is there’ and perhaps this may expressed as ‘longing to just Be’. It is Being that is the pure consciousness and its very nature is true Peace. The “I” thought rises in my Being as if it exists
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