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BODHAYANTI PARASPARAM – VOL 3
separate from that Being. This I know is untrue, since I must constantly seek its evidence in the mind in order to give it a reality. The mind creates the evidence from thoughts and forms and gives it a meaning. Samsara I understand is the Sara or essence of Sam or balance. The ‘I’ infact makes me lose the essence of balance I have in my being and that is done by spinning thoughts and forms even as a spider does.
The thought “I” takes a vantage position and its point is what dominates my perception of the world. The illusory ‘I’ defines my body-mind and all experiences in the world and makes them all relative to it. It sees the mind as its source. The mind instead of being treated as an instrument the ‘I’ makes it a palace in which it resides.
All that is, I know is, in a state of flux. Life and all events in nature are transitory. There is the Lila of the Divine and I see it as a creative dance every moment. Every moment is a creation and creative process is a continuing activity of the Divine and was not a one time affair in the past. That being the case
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