Page 97 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 5

ON IMPERIENCE AND EVENT HORIZON
the words which are in any way most of the time inappropriate. During meditations when we are deeply absorbed there comes a state when the condition of near (but never absolute) non-conscious state is reached. Our Being takes the character of an almost static, all-inclusive single point orientation to pure and absolute consciousness (subjective activity) and such an orientation also represents a state of nearly infinite potentiality for expansion. It is our imperience that at the very moment when the principle of duality or awareness of our condition of being in Prayer is the weakest it can ever be, our separateness forces its right to existence and to challenge the nearly all powerful imperience of integral Oneness. Being, almost totally absorbed and condensed into a nearly all-inclusive ecstasy of Unity (or blessing splendour), a nearly timeless imperience of "beingness" is compelled by the oscillatory momentum of the movement of wholeness, to reverse its polarity.
This phenomenon is what I had felt in my case as also that of others when such a reversal had
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