Page 107 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6

Suffering is the root and results are flowers
There are some incidents, which are deliberately done, knowing fully that they are not supposed to be done and expressed my inability to God either before, during or at the end.
If anybody is in trouble, firstly I analyse the issue as early as possible, then I will think whether I have any role to play in terms of-
• Physical help
• Monetary help
• Moral help
• and if nothing is there for me, I pray to God for
overall benefit and ask HIM to give them strength to handle the problem.
Generally, If I take a decision either good or bad, I seldom change it. And I will accept all the results, in total, without any hesitation.
I treat all the incidents either good or bad equally and my mindset is totally balanced since my childhood. I may cry or laugh during the occurrence, but generally I carry no burden on my heart. In fact, I feel nothing at times.
• Some people, who are close, left their bodies right in front of me, in fact one or two cases in my hands.
• Some people got immensely benefited because of my counseling, monetary help, physical help, etc., and reached greater heights in their life / careers.
• In both these cases my feelings are just equal. In other words, the sorrow and happiness enjoy equal status in my thinking. In fact, I feel great in both these cases, especially in the first incident.
When problems continued for a longer period, I have never asked HIM for their removal but at times, I did
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