Page 378 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6
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Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6
All of us can assess ourselves very easily whether we are moving in the direction prescribed by the Master if we look closely into the feeling of Doership. Suppose I am doing surgery and subconsciously crave for recognition and praise and worry about the results that means feeling of doership is present. Suppose the attitude that it is the command of Master hence it is my duty to do the best performance I am capable of doing ,or maintain the idea that Master Himself is doing the operation and we get into the spirit of this idea and loose consciousness of the idea itself then we are getting liberated from the doership feeling and moving in the correct direction.
To arrive at this condition is possible only if we practice systematically and meditate having our real goal before us. We should have a guide who is himself free from this doership feeling and living in the condition of sahaj Samadhi discussed above.
We have to choose our goal and afterwards offer no excuses for not practicing as per the instructions of the guide.
Most of us live in our own comfort zones and also live in an imaginary world and the ego dominates and denies space for the divinity to percolate in our consciousness. Only the guide has the insight into the intricacies and complexities of the ego which can sometimes be only in the unconscious plane and the practicant totally unaware of its cancerous presence. Besides it puts up a stiff fight and refuses to be dislodged.
Growth into the consciousness which is bereft of sense of self is very painful and ardous and one has to be prepared to put with the reaction created on the way. we should be prepared to be out of our comfort zone and throw off everything except means of reaching the goal and work connected with the goal.
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