Page 42 - Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6

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Bodhayanti Parasparam Vol 6
I) “I cannot handle this problem, You (the Master) alone can take me out of it” is the attitude. Yielding and falling flat, I think are one of the sure remedies to come out of the marshy problem.
II) Sometimes I used to get some thought, which used to trigger the brooding, then I used to disown the thought and say to Master that “this your thought, I cannot handle it on my own”, immediately I used to feel the relief. I think, if we try to own thoughts, ideas and things then we are most likely get into the hands of satan. Dedication of everything to Master is a very good way to be always in Reality.
III) Some of the imaginary notions and unfounded fears never allowed me to have an absorbed meditation. My mind used to work overtime. The thought that helped me was, “ I am what I am, You are what You are and It is as it is”. This thought would let me open myself and yield more. I feel, if we struggle ourselves then we may not succeed. Yielding to the Master works very well.
IV) Now I want to share some of the attitudes which came while the sadhana was going on very nicely. Feeling of complacency that I am doing very well. No regrets on missing cleaning or meditation or prayer sessions. Feeling that now i know something about the system and no opportunity is wasted in bragging about your knowledge, a feeling of supremacy. Feeling of over confidence leading to