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“The understanding comes when the seed at the bottom is fried up”
Now what does my Varadachari say to it? Does the living dead (in your sense as being 'in the Master or dead to one self) convey anything else? The question whether I have captivated you or you have captivated me remains pending still. How is it to be solved? I leave it to your arbitration. But mind! Please do not be partial in your judgement. Dated 10th April, 1957” In the next letter Dated 20/23 April, 1957 he states “Since I went to Tirupati, I find that I have begun to live with you. There is certainly the inflow of spiritual energy nearly all the time because you remain mostly in pious thoughts of eternity. I have every hope from you that you will turn to be a spiritual giant and the people will be benefited by you. All you desire about the merging of senses will ultimately come to pass and the joyless joy for which you are endeavouring will be the outcome of your spiritual activities. The condition of being a living dead has been started. The vacuity which you have felt is due to the fact that senses are now being affected to come in the state of suspension. It will not be a long time before you will feel the effect”.
One should try and emulate the Great and Revered Dr. K.C. Varadachari in this regard and we should be in a position to state that we have reached the goal. The goal is a continuous march towards Infinity and there is no end point here. This is possible only in service to the divinity in humanity. One should try and make this world the kingdom of God. This should be our goal and this is possible only through plain and simple living. Life should be an endless process of learning and educing.
Master in this message emphasises the fact that without the support of the master it will be not be possible to determine our true nature. Revered Babuji further states
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