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Now we may consider for some valuable insights from the articles “Path of Pain” (BP V3) apt for the context.
‘Saha’ means “to endure, to patiently go through patiently hardships without rebelling”. The enlightenment that the process of enlightenment is a painful process comes only after disillusionment about the permanency of objects and relationships we have somehow got involved with. ‘Sahaja’ would therefore mean that which arises from enduring suffering accepting everything as a gift of God.
The things we consider as pain and that we considered as cruel and demonic is in fact the doorway to liberation. These are the thorns that lead us to the flowers of the garden as Master puts it.
In fact in all the mental processes that we have in the states of Moodha, Kshipta, Vikshipta, Ekagra, Vritti nd Samadhan, there is always the point of heat and we experience that as a pain of restlessness. It may be surprising that I have included in the painful process even the state of Samadhan or settledness. In the path Infinity there arises a condition when we move on even after the state of peace to a state of restlessness in peace. Master puts it “ Many a man must have had the taste of the condition of peace. Let us now taste the former (restlessness) for a spark of which one might be ready to forgego a thousand states of peace and calmness. This is in fact the foundation of the entire structure which brings forth rare personalities into the world”. Rev. Dr. KCV called it another dawn. This is the heat of Reality in contrast to the physical heat of the star Sun referred to in the 1st Commandment. That is the heat of activity near the Centre or Tam.
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